when I become a parent

When I become a parent I want my child/ children to come to me when they feel sad or are upset about something. I want them to know they can talk to me about anything. I may make mistakes but I want them to realize that it's okay that it happens. I want them to understand that life doesn't always go the exact way we want it to. I want them to know that it's okay to be whoever you want to be and not let people change you because you're different from them. When I have children I will always be there when they need me even when they are out of my house. I will always protect my children no matter how old they are they will always be my babies. They will be the center of my life. They will be the light of my darkness.

appreciation

I want my mother to know that no matter how many times I tell her I hate her. I really don't she has done so much for me and my brothers. I want to tell her how I feel about her but every time I try I can never say the right words. So I'm going to say it here. I appreciate her in every way a daughter can. She's always been there for me when I needed her. We may fight ( a lot ) but she's always going to be my number one role model. Growing up even now, my mother still tells me "I'm not your friend, I'm your mother." I never fully understood that because don't you always want your mother to be your friend? But now I do understand it, my mother will always love me and be my friend but there are moments that she needs to make choices that puts her in the place of being my mother. And I love her for that. One day I hope to have a better relationship with my mother but for now I'm doing the best I can with what I have been given.

music

The kind of music I listen to most people would turn the radio to a different station or just shut it off. But the moral of the lyrics explain my life and what I go through on a daily basis. It speaks to me in many ways that a person can't. I love my kind of music and just because I listen to it you shouldn't judge me. I don't judge others on their music and I never will.

stressful things

To me it seems stress is in my everyday life. Everywhere I look there's something that stresse's me out. My mother, my family, my chores, just the littlest things stress me out. I have ways of calming myself down but I don't stay that way for very long before something stresses me out again. Music, and animals are my passions. I love to listen to music and make up random chords and just mix sounds together to make something cool. To me it soothes the soul and calms me down because for me it's an escape away from the world. Animals are the same way, I love to take care of animals or just spend time with them. For my job when I grow up I want to become a rescue that takes care of many kinds of animals.